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2007-08-03T02:29:00.000+08:00

Finally..an off day tt i could laze ard..
seem like i had plenty of time to slow down my pace.. reminisce..
hke, spend hours there doing the same thing tt i used to. flashes of e game, e people that i once played N people whom used to hang out there..those were my past, a very significant chapter in my life. thou its a past tt i indulge in, yet its oso a past tt i dread to go back to.
have the luxury to sleep for all i wan..waking up 4 pm in e late afternoon. its such a bliss to me.

a mambo nitez at zouk really make me feel so different..i had changed, e feeling is totally different. hitting on hot babes, eyes combing thru e dance floor for eye candy is all of e past. my perspective had changed..the fact tt i can bring e girl tt i like along N at e same time enjoy myself so much is a visible evidence.

i guess committed relationship is realli not for me. im too numb. i don't realli like to bother so much. it hurts, e rip you apart feeling juz leave u so helpless till u believe u gotta resign to fate. tts not wat i adore. i'll nv go for u when i don't have e confident in you. guess i'll indulge in my carefree lifestyle. e devil may care attitude.

was mistaken as a gay in the ktv pub hours ago..i din realli clarify, it doesnt matter. but i dun tink im as attractive as those gay boys yet i will take tt as a compliment.

2007-05-03T23:56:00.000+08:00

finally another dream come true, e preparation which took me over 5years..in term of searching for ideal design, artist. long..? im a cautious one..its gotta b wif me till e last breathe. and its definitely arent an impulse. finally had a taste of e pain..personally, on a scale of 1 to 10, i would rate it at 5, 6, 7 coz e truth is every inches of ya body hav a different sensation. if compared to e drilling in dental clinic, this is realli nothing coz of e surface differences..an advice to peep who wanna get one too, rate how badly u wan it..e after effect matters more than e process. mths to come, i will get my next tattoo on my feet..

2006-09-28T23:22:00.000+08:00

Finally went back to poly to completed my dip, my last module..Even SP is ever-changing just to match up with the fast moving pace of the outside world. New buildings, new structures that seems to welcome me back into the campus. New caferia that promotes stretch the students' spending power, not to mention, the more than familiar Foodcourt 4 seem like a stranger to me. Woo..its realli a total new experience. The evening class i'm in is filled with guys who is alot older than me, i seem like a small kid on my first day of school, ha..Guess once u are in a class, regardless your age, its just so rowdy and noisy. There's always someone in the class who keep asking nonsense, interupting the lesson. My class is with this common trait as well..May all go well, i'll get my full cert in 4mths later..

2006-08-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

hate missing e bus, train..life is a journey tt requires ample patient. waiting for something to happen, waiting for e right opportunity to jump into e coaster that will take u to your ups and downs..maybe the right exposure that will take you to a whole new path. life is full of surprises awaiting you..

2006-07-03T00:42:00.000+08:00

hmm..got my CPR cert. finally, an early morning rush from Pasir Ris chalet..it's worthwhile after all, the instructor of the course was a young funny chap who got us entertain throughout the 4-hours course. had nv pay much attention when i actually had chance to pick up the skill of CPR, recallin the time in NPCC, BMT..but nw im proud tt im confidence enough 2 conduct a CPR on emergency. yet i gotta update my cert every 2 years, sound like a hassle to me..

2006-05-10T20:16:00.000+08:00

A confession..has a fetish over girls wif either a off shoulder tops. or long hair peering out from e back of their caps..or curly perm hair which displays a strong sense of feminine. these r realli attractive to me, solely juz 4 mi..

2006-04-30T18:28:00.000+08:00

wat u had told mi, gif mi e reason 2 stay in denial..
where e happiness u promised 2 hav..? cant realli trust wat u once told mi..indulge in ya confusion N dilemma..
ya way too complicated. its too much 4 mi 2 handle..u disable my ability 2 fall in love, no matter how much exposure i had. juz wanna remain oblivious to all kinda new r/s..cant feel anytin, im juz numb. had a realli hard time, exhausting myself completely; indulge myself in e pain..
im not ya priority anymore, im juz an option nw..

2006-04-24T18:14:00.000+08:00

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens up your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build all these defences, you build up a whole suit of armour, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something crazy one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like "it's over, we are done" turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love.

2006-03-07T00:54:00.000+08:00

izzit gotta b inevitable fight or a loss even b4 fighting?
changes are e latter..im not being pessimistic, i admit im quite competitive in life..oso its definitely not abt worth it anot..of coz its worth it, she's someone i love..e point is, appearance, he's got everytin of his ideal type of bf..share e same horoscope, noe her likes N dislikes beri well, know e best time 2 strike..analysing these 2 points is enuff 2 gif mi a KO. 1 tink 4 sure, he's realli a planner or ancient advisor type of person. he's hell of a mind game player. patient, cunning.. plans his every steps carefully..he's someone who kip his options every open, treating all e girls ard him sweetly..from der, he'll choose from his pool of girls who he realli tink is up 2 it..unlike usual case, whereby we guys onli treat e girl tt who realli interested in nicely..appearance wise, im oredi outta e ideal cat. alto i noe her temper, character quite well but..if dis guy is not toying wif her, i dun mind gifing up..e point is im sure he's not tt simple. what i tink im sure of is my own feeling..definitely not fake..she totally changed mi 360 from a player into a devoted lover, which even myself had been pondering wen i'll become e current me..all i noe is i dun wanna see her hurt by another guy. so wat if im sincere? girls r blind too wen it come 2 relationship..will god bless e best man, yesh tts me!!!

2006-02-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

hmm..received another close fren'z wedding invites its juz next week. peeps ard mi are settling down..my buddies r all happily attached, der comes e pressure from them, questions from them..i noe they r beri concern abt mi. but wat can i expect? finance status is a mess as a nsf..who would wanna risk wif me? i guess der's onli b suffering being wif mi..wat e point since i cant bring happiness 2 e person i love so much. letting her go mite juz b e option. dis is like tryin to get a loan from e bank, w/o any assets or monthly income 2 prove u wun turn dis transaction into a future bad debt, they wun gif u e trust..
stil e same old stuff, so happi 4 him..finally got settled down. at e beginning of e year, e calender is marked wif wedding invites. its gotta b a blissful year seeing couples who i noe get 2gether. so sweet..as 4 mi, its gotta b a blank page definitely..

2006-02-15T22:38:00.000+08:00

pissed..do i look like a bin 2 vent all ya anger on? or throw all ya emotional luggage into? everytin i do is wrong. wassup..? i admit at times u got all e reason 2 flare ya temper. but not all e time mind u..wat e hell? i nv been into been so tolerate 2 anione else b4. all this, juz for you. hopefully u r not taking mi 4 granted. my patience is wearing off.. pls spare a tot 4 me. will god juz let e boat sail smoothly? mayb i shd realli gif up..

2005-10-27T22:04:00.000+08:00

on this rainy nitez, my buddy who wun called mi 4 notin..tot he asking mi out or sumtin. true enuff, asking mi to dine out wif him. but e news tt stuned mi is hidden after e request. he getting married..!!! my 1st reaction was, damn u la..dun joke wif mi la, i wun believe u. he used abt 20 mins to convince mi yet, i still doubt him..after him was his sister who try to convince mi..even after hanging up 4 10mins, im still doubting him. dis is too good to be true..his wedding b held on e 26 of dec at one of my sec skool mate's resturant.

still, im trying to convince myself now. im damn happy N delighted. i dunno why..im so happy 4 him, smiling from end to end during e conversation. my buddy is walking down e aisle wif his wife to be. i cant even describe e feeling im gng thru rite now. as his buddy, im gotta get involved in e holy, significant ceremony. i'll b in his brother entourage. 8 cars to fetch her beloved wife. cant wait 4 tt day to come. but meanwhile i gotta save up 4 his ang bao N everything. im so excited. wonder how i react wen its my turn. haha. but tts gotta b a long wait.

2005-10-20T23:32:00.000+08:00

this topic will b appealing to ladies all there trying to shed some weights. these are not methods but corrections to some misconception. e common approach is always abt diet. diet to e extreme of not intaking of ani food. they may even subsitute it wif just fruits 4 meals. i always believe its a realli unhealthy way. but i juz dun hav enuff fact to prove my stand. finally, upon doing some reading up, i discover the rational behind it.

our body has an interesting survival mechanism that can backfire on your weight-loss goals. if you try to lose weight by severely restricting your caloric intake instead of adopting a moderate diet, your body will perceive this as a threat to its survival and respond by slowing its metabolism to save energy. so you can eat almost nothing and still not lose weight, becoz your body will drastically slow down its metabolic rate. a low calorie diet also makes your body more efficient at storing fat, which is counter to your goals.

myth no.2: exercise increases hunger. false. studies show that exercise, if anything, initially decreases appetite.

still encourage u ladies out there intake a balanced diet. increase your exercise program to burn e calories. you don't wish to waste all your effort resisting temption of ya favourite food N end up w/o any kg of weight lost rite? shedding weight is actually a long tedious process. dun forgot e duration which u took to store a amount of fats which u mite wanna get rid of. so its time to plan ya exercise routinue. good luck.

2005-10-16T17:28:00.000+08:00

adapting to the new life im leading..a week in ADSD was a breeze, experience culture shock when i first reached there. everything is so different from my past 13mths. plenty of free time to satisfy my pursuit of knowledge. fulfilling myself with tons of reading..i b given a 2hrs hiatus for work out sessions.
weekends, indulge myself in my(night) life..majong sessions on sat late nitez. recovery day on sunday to equip myself for the new week.

2005-10-02T15:47:00.000+08:00

Seeing couples with mutual feeling getting all set N ready to set up a small family is such a blessing. what's follow is e walking down of e aisle of bliss, then comes e vow they will make..yet all this seem so vulnerable in this modern society.
Since young, we been exposed to fairy tales N moral values on e social relationships. Where have "live happily ever after" gone to? or its actually just a myth which 'we' are constantly pursuing in reality. I believe in the past few decades, things still work out very well. Like the days where my Granny N Grandpa lived in or even way b4 her time. Even if they were at loggerheads, they will still try to work things out as divorce not e only option for solution.
Now, divorce is just merely a verbal breakup. Nobody is ashamed about being a divorcee. Divorce rate is still soaring high..Witnessing all this does make my confidence of getting wedded just once in a life time shaken. been to umpteen times of wedding dinner N such, its e sweetest moment 4 e couple. alto there's still exception..hmm..Shot gun cases..
Whatever it is, unless u find e right one dun wed. tie the knot when u r sure N not on impulse. letting the right girl to bear ya surname is a blessing..

2005-09-01T14:16:00.000+08:00

G.L.A.C.I.A wat u guys out der tink of dis name?
icy outfront. a name wif attitude.
seem like im promoting dis name. aniway, i dun even know dis name realli exists..
my initial tot was glacier..yet its an object. then alicia came into my mind. my clever avid reader muz hav guess wat i hav done. combine them, hav e best of e both world. mayb some of u mite not adore dis name as much as mi..yet i guess its so apt 4 e person whom im suggesting dis name 2. if dis name is accepted, den my mission which is supposed 2 last 4 2mths is consider done. but still e final success is still weather tt person adopt it anot..*cross my finger*

2005-08-02T00:08:00.000+08:00

soon after e ndp, i'll b posted back 2 FDS. tinkin of it oredi make mi feel so intimidated..gng back 2 e horrible lifestyle..i wanna stress one more time, alot of peeps out der hav dis misconception of RP. we r totally diff from e army camp RP. we r not tt slack..
let mi briefly tell u how our lifestyle back der. long hour of standing, all u do is stand der doing notin. especially in e middle of e nitez. notin is moving, u cant even shift ya attention coz everything is too still..moreover, u will nv hav enuff sleep too. shift work. imagine resting 4 2 hr in e middle of e nitez, den u got drag urself 4 another 2hr of duty..eg. 1-3am duty, 5-7 duty again.
let talk abt e food der. since we cant go 2 e canteen 2 eat. we will den eat from e white styloform packs..by the time we eat our meals, either e packs is oredi covered wif condensation or some of e side dishes had been eaten up by others. even worst, mayb u hav no food left coz of sum idiot who finished up everytin or their maths fail, got insufficent packs.
e planning der is horrible too, everytin can change at e beri last minute. book out timing, schedule 4 e mth. basically u can even plan ahead not even a week earlier.
its more of a mental stressness than physical ones. i realli dun wanna go back.

2005-07-27T22:41:00.000+08:00

nothing matters to me now...

2005-07-25T00:04:00.000+08:00

i mite not b a saint, yet far from a jerk..
mayb i cant treat u like a princess which u dream to b, yet ya oredi a princess living in mi..
im in utter confusion..how 2 approach, how 2 withdraw..?
stood rooted 2 where im standing.
puzzled, wondering..
how far can i go??
is there's gotta b an enlightening beam of ray shoning e path in front of mi..??
standing apart with aloof dignity, am i too indulge in my current self..?
discarding my old self..

2005-07-22T01:01:00.000+08:00

life is all about waiting..waiting to b hire, to b hitched, to get ya chance of e life time or even waiting 2 leave dis world. alto its kinda of pessive but tt e crude side of life. dun u tink its a torture. some ppl juz leave everytin to fate. they hav no control over their life. get a life man!! i dun believe in that, i wun wait for tinks 2 happen, its mi who will make tinks happen..

2005-07-19T22:14:00.000+08:00

how does loving someone feels?? perhaps he/she is e 1st one u wanna lay ya 1st sight on e moment u open ya eyes, e one tt u wanna hear b4 u go 2 sleep every nitez. become e exact twin, share her anxiety be it hapi or sad, u will b affected..u will agreed watever request she has, even a trip 2 e zoo. as long as ya wif her, anywhere is heaven 2 u..agreed??

enuff of my emotional side, im been buzi wif e ndp training, rehearsal. left wif 3 more rehearsals..commiting time to training up too, been working out quite abit. but seem like im eating lesser N lesser..aniway, my projected plan to flatten my tummy work out earlier than my expectation..now, moving on 2 e abs..

speaking abt my ippt, my blood boils..i excel in every stations, onli wif chin ups..its was realli a fatal mistake i commited. in paya lebar, i got 4 points for 9 chin ups, so i assume its e standard. so i take tink 4 granted n done 9..afterwhich i check on e broad, 2 my horror, its was actually >10 2 get a 4pts. in panic, i went 2 e PTI 4 a retake. sad enuff i did onli 9 again. damn. after reflecting dis horrible mistake, he suggest 2 hold my result N ask mi 2 retake e whole ippt again..im too lazi 2 retake e whole tink all over again, waking up so damn early 2 travel. so tt e story of my 1chin ups=100buckz. ha~ lazi mi..

2005-07-09T04:40:00.000+08:00

its friday nitez..N its fever nitez!! yeah man, club mo mo is so cool..had a great time der!! great music but wif occasion let down, a police spot check. its suckzz. well great crowd too. u guys rox..e drink der r way too ex. 35 per jug of hourpour, 10bucks 4 a shot. still was so overwhelmed by it. its didnt stop us from letting our hair down. woohoo~ groups of frenz were all over e place. tt a nice feelin, feel like home. ha~ enuff of those boosting, check it out urself man! hmm..wonder if im entitled 2 a membership since im advertising 4 them..??

2005-06-06T23:22:00.000+08:00

1st rehearsal of NDP flag party..gosh~ oso my 1st ride on an helicopter, chinook..coolz, lookin from e bird eye view, everytin seem so small..but its realli an eye opener. got 2 pulau sudong early in e morning, shortly we get our butts moving..getting e flags N stuff ready 4 e heli 2 pick it up..was under e fiery sun which result in my whole body burnt by e heat..delay after delay, finally we r ready 2 b pick up heading back 2 our base. i even fell asleep on e runway while waiting..time check, 8pm 1st wave of us heading back..9pm second wave arrived in base. riched home @ abt 10pm..wat a long day. but its fulfilling seeing e flag flying high up in e sky...

2005-06-03T00:37:00.000+08:00

so glad im attached 2 my current sqn.. being officially part of e NDP oso make mi beri proud!!!

2005-05-23T13:55:00.000+08:00

Nice dae..waking up wif a all-refreshed feelin. after 36 hrs of stayin awake, finally got my well deserved rest. my bdae had passed, tink r moving back 2 its original positions. all well as norm. been miting up wif varies group of buddies. its a simple but fulfilling bdae dis year. hmm, plus lots of ktv sessions. got a few prezzies yet im so contented. i love e mp3 player creative MuVo slim..slender lookin which come wif a nice casing. coolz. N those wishes i got from frenz regardless its sms, testi. its sw~eet! hmm, its reflected on myself..im realli bad @ remembering dates, numbers. i cant realli rem peeps' bdaes..i juz cant no matter how hard i try. a note book mite do e job.

2005-05-17T20:06:00.000+08:00

bullpoop~ a new word i learn from somebody. watever.. a pretty face indeed but its wat she hav up der which i wanna see.. elyse, a name i will remember.

look ages, brain N heart is Eternal. bullpoop??

2005-05-17T19:39:00.000+08:00

came across an article couple of days ago. guess lots of ppl out der r still blinded by e beautiful outfront of our small isle. as a developed country, our social problems r not as obvious as those 3th world countries. its juz underwrap. e article feature an illegal foreign worker found dead w/o ani identity, no records. e fact that his body mite not b claimed. whoever his parent is mite consider him as missing. wat a tragic!! another report on workers who come across e causeway every morning juz 2 earn a living illegally. on a social visit pass here. dey risk e fact of gettin injury or even worst, killed due 2 worksite accident. wat will happen 2 them? no compensation or even their corpse being discard off like rubbish. who noe how mani of dis cases happenin everyday..in a way or another, they r juz seeking 4 a beta life. dis is juz misery. life is short, sumtime juz find it meaningless. like a slave 2 money. hopefully i wun hav my rest of my life in pursuit. i make sure i enjoy everyday as if its my last.

2005-05-16T17:17:00.000+08:00

splendid is e word i wil use 2 describe my monday..i juz got home from camp. omg! 1st time i got home so early. 5pm exactly. wanna noe why? its begins wif a internal email. dis is how it goes, u r selected 4 e ndp flag party. pls report 2 127 sqn wif effect of 16 of may. lots of question marks on wat is flag party, will my miserable schedule gets beta? N 2dae finally i get e rough image of wat we b doing N out schedule. in 127 sqn, once we get our job done..we can book out!! coolz. plus working wif them is like so enjoyable as compared 2 e regimental, inflexible SBAB FDS. they r eating us down 2 e bone, our off days. damn pissed off wif them..@ dis moment, a couple of sms from my sir is gotta change e plan again..bad news. my mood r like takin a roller coaster..ups N downs. can they not b so last minute. can they plan properly?

2005-05-05T22:39:00.000+08:00

sumone been complaining or remindin mi tt i haven blog 4 ages..but der's truthfully notin much happenin ard mi dis days..its like a routinue. been occupying myself in vcds, naruto..so kipping myself @ home..went 2 e doc 2dae, its my left ankle. guess sumtin wrong wif it, my old injury. din realli go attend 2 it, now i hav 2 go 4 physio session. mite as well open up N see wat gng on inside..bdae's coming but no idea how 2 celebrate it, wishes?? no idea too. i guess e older u r, e more meaningless is ya bdae. dun u tink so?

2005-04-17T02:27:00.000+08:00

tsk tsk tsk..
wat e hell..
last minute notice..my long weekend had juz been.."tml come back camp, report @ 1000, standby force." fuck it!!! FDS suckzZz..or shd i say NS. hmm, juz got back from my mini gathering wif my bmt buddies. its great 2 mit them up..stay inform of their endeavour. realli miss e platoon. BRAVO PLATOON 1. but its like everyone is so kept up wif their stuff. its impossible 2 mit up everyone in 1 day. even tot of having a chalet but its impossible. late dinner session N shaping of billard balls. coolz. its doesnt matter how long u noe someone which make u treasure him or her.3 mths buddies..hmm, im kinda naggy 2nitez.
aniway, those peeps who came upon dis, pls update mi weather u heard ani song playing while ya reading. e background music seem 2 b missing..duh..alrite, good nitez everyone!!!

2005-04-06T10:21:00.000+08:00

waken up filled wif energy..u noe why, i actually wanna take a nap ytd evening abt 6 pm..my sis will wake mi up @ 9pm. mi ended up waking up e next day which is now..omg~ if my sis din disturb mi, i mite still sleep on..hmm, mayb im juz too tired after e long hrs of duty. 2 off days, haha.. why? coz im gng 2 e National skin centre 4 appointment but i had recovered. all becoz of those dragging of dates. aniway, i juz treat it as a bonus off day. ha~ after dis thurs, my army life wil b totally changed. from 3shift into 2 shift. im gotta do 1on 1off. its even more tiring coz u actually dun hav tt standby day 2 recuperate. N all my frenz r gng 2 e GOH. leaving mi behind 2 wait 4 e unconfirmed driver course. there will b alot of toopid exercise gng on too but i cant reveal much. i tink my life is kinda boring...so been wondering who actually came in 2 read all dis.

2005-03-27T22:38:00.000+08:00

sorry folks..guess u guys muz b tinking if i had left dis blog 4 good. nope, been buzi coping wif my new life in my new camp, sembawang air base. relax yet tedious schedule..hardly got x 4 my sleep. a day's duty, follow by a off day N another day of stand by. soon enuff, our schedule will b change 2 put as up on a trial. duty den off..everytin der hav no defininte, changes can b made @ e beri last minute. sumtin it realli pissed mi off. eg. im supposed 2 go 4 driver course tml yet last minute postpone 2 next month. haiz. drop dis topic. mayb i shd b more optimistic. im lost of words all of a sudden..till next x..

2005-02-27T05:39:00.000+08:00

...Will u b hapi if ya heart is filled up most of e room in ya heart?Forgive is to leave hatred onli a small room in ya heart...

2005-02-20T16:11:00.000+08:00

A moment to remember. a movie title which is not popularly known. its onli shown in cathy. for dis show, im realli impressed N its a 5 stars rating (by mi). be sure 2 make out time 4 dis movie..starring e romantic couple Sohn Ye Jin and Jung Woo Sung. e stories is abt Su-jin, a promising fashion designer falls in love with a poor carpenter whose only goal in life is to become an architect, Chul Soo. through many obstacles from past relationships to family objection, they finally get together. Unfortunately Su-jin is diagnosed with a disease, Alzheimer. but Chul Soo's love for her never falters. guess dis brief intro is not tt impressing yet. tt was my 1st impression too even after recommentation from my frenz. but dis show realli can realli bring u into e show N experience their love N sufferings. beware, it is sure 2 bring tears steaming up ya eyes..rem 2 bring pack of tissue in juz 4 dis show if ya those emtional peeps. they r so mani parts whereby it will trigger ya tears veins. my tears nearly rushed out. haha~ but still it stay inside..its sure a successful production. beside e rich content, pretty N elegent Sohn Ye Jin, Cool looking N understanding Jung Woo Sung is gotta kip ya eyes glued to e screen. being in e full hse of cineleisure plus i got a strain neck as i was sitting @ one corner of e cinema, i din let out a single grumble but it left mi wif compliments on it. So b sure 2 catch it. btw, sumtin realli irratiated mi. der's someone snoring. fcuk tt person. tired den go home la..e other tink is e noise from outside. guess e theather door was left ajar by sum careless peeps resulting in hearing e music from para para game machine. aniway, i dun mind watchin it again..heez.

2005-02-13T15:45:00.000+08:00

juz catch e show constantine last nitez. wow..erotic, highly supernatural..got sum doubts after tt, yet its make mi a step more interested in e theme..e demons N angels. character like lucifer..who r they?

2005-02-10T13:48:00.000+08:00

Da nei Chu yi..like everyone else out der, visit 2 my ah ma place..but dis year, i woke up abit too late ha~ wen i riched der, its oredi abt 1430 le..play majong thru out my stay der till late 10pm. a call juz disturbed my majong session..its kiat!!! my bud who finally back from taiwan after 9mths. im den summoned 2 chinablack..seeing him in still 1 piece is such a relief. haha~ i consider my nitez der happening!! lots of my frenz happen 2 b der too. it oso happen 2 b having sum kinda bash gng on, tickets selling. oopz, speaking of tt, i still haven pay my dear frenz. seriously i love wed's chinablack..coolz. e party goes on till 6am. but..i went off @ 4am. i juz find my cny dis year nv enuff. too fast, im gotta book in a few hours time. sigh~ my favourite festival is gotta come 2 a full stop juz lydat..hopefully, next year one will b a beta one. ha!

2005-02-05T23:07:00.000+08:00

1st blog entry 4 e year of 2005. cheers!!! got thru my 8th week of course..got a gold 4 my ippt!! haha~ $200 more in my pocket. coolz. endless of live shoots..finally i can see e end of e course, its so near. another 3 more weeks. 2dae was such a terrible day..crowds in hair salons, N shopping centres. all those last min shopping N ppl who rush 4 their new year cuts. nearly cant get my hair cut. notin much happen 2 mi recently. gettin more N more lifeless. no more clubbing, lack of quality time. im brain dead now, its all blank up der!!! wassup wif mi?

2004-12-25T22:46:00.000+08:00

got posted into paya lebar airbase. vocation: rp gng thru e god-damn course now. a bad experience which i will rem even after 20 yrs down e road. mayb its not tt bad. haiz. its juz onli a beginning..dis is e second week of it. went thru my ippt cat test, 1st turnout. got a sliver 4 tt, become e shocking joke of e platoon.. coz..i had a gold timing of 9min19sec 4 my run which make mi fastest in e company, yet 36 of sit ups was wat i got. i was e lowest..ha~ blame it 4 laziness. i hate sit ups!! of coz, my chin ups N standing broad jump wasnt up 2 it too..soo, my sergeant wanna train mi up 4 a gold. i guess why not. since im der oredi, make e best outta it. alto it been onli 2weeks, i got back wat i lost, abs. ha.. but no pain no gain.
turnout, a damn tink which i mite detest 4 e rest of my ns. explaination: turnout is a drill as N wen a bell or alert is push down, u guys beta get ur ass N ur FBO on, switch on ur turbo engine 2 ur destination 2 fall in within e time limit. N its usually conducted after u sleep soundly. we had our 1st one on e 21st. starts @ 1130. allowance: 7mins. we used 12mins N guess wat..punishments 4 3hrs. all kinda punishment. holding e push up position wif SBO on 4 45 mins. tons of situps, push ups. leaving shivering arms back on ur bed. mental N physical tension..

2004-12-10T02:31:00.000+08:00

hmm, enjoy myself dis few days..fulfilling outings!! destination: Sentosa beach!!! day: tuesday. a bunch of botak rawking e place up. alto e weather doesnt allow our intention of sun-tanning. yet we made e best outta e poor weather condition. e drizzling doesnt stop us. had fun on e beach playing soccer N "touch ruby", got lots of wounds N scatches on e leg. imagine how crazy we were. perhaps its quite a scene wen we played ruby, drew quite alot of attention. we were like playin 4 multi million prize money, gifing all out. ha~ tt e fun part where everyone is so spotting, no spoilt spot. we even try stacking ourselves up 2 form a pyramid, fair enuff.. we failed badly.
afterwhich is ktv session @ heng's god mom place. sing till late nitez. a tiring N long day...but rather enjoyable.
destination: chinablack~ day: late nitez.
packed, filled up wif ladies coz its their nitez. que was long but we were on e guest list. ha~ so auto entry. rox 2 e r&b beat till 3am N switch 2 boat quay 2 mit my other bunch of frenz till 6 in e morning. is my time well spent 2 e last minute? haha.
aniway, juz catch e show BLADE trinity. my comment. thumbs up 4 e actions N his god-damn weapons. after 2 serials of blade, ders no surprise in e story plot. like most other marvel super hero show. baddies got punished by e righteous heros..ha~ so not worth watchin on weekends. but as usual, comedies r brought into e show from time 2 time so tt those girls watchin wun fell asleep wif all e so much actions packed. so outta 5*, i onli tink its awarded 3*.

2004-12-06T04:25:00.000+08:00

POP LO!!!! finally got over my BMT training..haha..juz pass out on sat. miserable tink is, an ending marks another new beginning..haiz. well, gotta re-adapt 2 e new system in e new enviornment. we had great fun @ e parade plus e weather is kind on us. cloudy day. taking lots of fotos..wen we stand 2gether, we were like being aim by alot of cameras..ha~ like a superstar!!so contented 2 leave tt isle. but am i gotta b posted back anot..e result will b out on friday. one tink 4 sure, i gotta miss all my buddies who suffered N hav fun 2gether during book-outs wif mi thruout dis 3mths. i noe tt no matter how close we r, after dis seperation, we will sure drifted apart. hmm, enuff of those tots, im gotta enjoy my block leaves 2 e max till its time 2 go back N fulfill my duties..cheers!!!

2004-12-06T04:05:00.000+08:00

guess e sweetest tink on earth is to b able 2 see e person u secretly admire/love/like/crush!!! regardless weather u noe her anot or even she ever notice ur presense, u b contented juz 2 see how she's doing N staring blankly @ her. is dis wat u call secret admiring someone?? guess so..to mi, its doesnt realli matter..as long as u b able 2 see her. mayb u mite say, why not juz go up 2 her bravely?? i wun..coz she will always exist in e purest N most beautiful person tt i imgine N attracted 2..she's cant b flawless. alto dis is kinda of self deceiving..ha~mayb tt will make mi believe tt my dream girl still exists..afterall its juz a dream, an imgination which will nv turn into reality coz its juz too perfect. so let it remain in doubt..

2004-11-28T14:49:00.000+08:00

yup..gng on 2 e last part of my BMT. POP parade is e next event coming up..i din hav time 2 blog e last book out. e last 2nd week of my BMT was kinda relax. having my inter coy games day plus Basic assault course which left every single one of us cover wif mudz..e motive of dis course is 2 let us experience e feeling of being real dirty..gng thru all those obstacles, crawling here N der using varies move like front N back. trench filled wif mud water. YUckzz!! but we been thru all these le. finally next week will b a smooth sailing one..onli program left is our foot drills N final 24km road match..sat is e day i b looking 4ward 2..=041204=
catch e movie "saw" last weekend. wow..nice show, wif ample exposures of blood N gore. featuring a insanely intelligent man who plot e way leading 2 death of his victims. nope~ he not a murderer, yet he kills..e way he plan his "game". all e game he played wif his victim r beri creative, u will get 2 live if u can complete e game objectives. its not mission impossible..but 2 richee e objective, e onli difficuilt is 2 fight against urself..pain, fear, losing of loved ones, kiping ur cool is e factor which u gotta face in every game..its all up in ur mind, let e games begin now!!!!

2004-11-15T15:55:00.000+08:00

juz a few words b4 i packed N leave 4 tt miserable island again..anyway, its not tt bad after all. mayb im used 2 e life der le N had those frenz ard..suffering, enduring wif each other company. no matter how used 2 reality. i still miss e outside world, tt someone..lots N lots of ppl whom i will gotta miss inside..seriously speaking, alto our training in tekong is coming 2 a full stop. but im realli realli beri unwilling 2 move on. if i could stay put e way we r..e same old group of buddies. no matter how blur, how chao keng, how bossy some of u may get, im used 2 them le. alto im someone who is always in pursuit of new environment, yet rite now @ dis beri moment, im tired, real tired, b it physical or mentally. tt's life. i nid a rest, a quality one..

2004-11-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

book out!!! im out since wed nitez, wif a 5 days off. coolz rite? here sum bits N pieces of my past doings..of coz a rush home N out i go. liquid room was my destination. i was caught up wif e rude approach of e damn bouncer der. was damn pissed wif tt small place, limited seats. "full house" signage which reject entry 2 sum of my buddies. gosh.. we left e place shortly. @ tt kinda hour, most club were oredi filled up wif overwhelmed patrons. desperate was e onli word 2 describe our feeling..yet bad news came in like zouk, mdm wong, double O, newsroom was all packed up. either MU or club III. but of coz i choose 3. called my boss up 4 seats n off we head 2 e once-familiar place. got our drinks, table N stuff. once i settle everybody down N off i go. rounding. checkin who's in e house..@ abt 3plus, we packed off leaving our empty liquior bottles N 7 jugs of beer. outta e 10 guys, 2 down..
waking up in e early mornin juz 2 prepare 4 my miting up wif my section buddies including those posted out Mr Gary Tan N Mr Zhong Li. lunch @ breeks! followed by ktv session @ nearby partyworld. as usual, we had lotsa fun..imagine 8 guys singing duet wif each other. shortly after tt was dinner @ PS. we spilt after abit of chats.
been catching quite a few recent shows like e house of e dead, ladder 49, shutter. next on my list will b saw, doll master N e incredibles. tinking of which wen i catch house of e dead in cine. i mit up wif a once in a life time experience. we were siting beside a young couple. e girl was siting nearer 2 us. @ e beginning of e show, notin scary or shocking is shown. wen it richee e part whereby e main character had landed on a strange island 4 a party.. dis is where e zombie or mutant corpses roam ard. so naturally its time 4 e zombie 2 jump out suddenly, instead it juz appeared N knock on e god-damn tree. N u noe wat..e girl beside us who is holding a cup of popcorn was scared out of her wits by e sound N she jump up pouring e popcorn all over towards us.. we were oso shocked by her sudden reaction. staring blankly @ her, she let off dis "paiseh" look where her bf comfort her in his embrace. we were so amused by her action tt we broke out laughing yet in slience..i laughed 4 quite sumtime. dis is realli my 1st encounter. yet dis show is a total crap.
speaking of good show, i recommend e thai production, shutter. theme horror or supernatural happenings. got e plot plus story. effect was good. its realli kept in suspense. its realli worth 8.5. b sure 2 catch it in e cinema. VCD or DVD is a no-no. so walk ur way into cinema over e weekend.

2004-11-04T03:15:00.000+08:00

home @ last..noe why im in such a relief? i been imprisoned in BMTC tekong's sickbay 4 nearly 3 days juz becoz of a infected sore eyes..sickbay is a place which they kip e paitents 2 let them rest der or in another words, we r being isolated. basically i was admitted on e 1st of nov. ard 1630. my sore eye had cleared on e beri day i was admitted. but due 2 e slow recovery of my vision, i was kip intact 4 observation. their usual practice was, after 24 hrs of observations, they will release u either back 2 ur company line or out if e isle. but i wasnt due 2 a ku ku quack MO der. he was e one who review my case wen i stayed der 4 e 24th hr. in hope of releasing mi back home, he mix my case wif another patient..yet he dun realise his mistake N juz ignore e fact N left mi staring blankly..wat e hell!!! mi was left der 4 another nitez. i shd say, im e onli patient who had e longest stay, all e patient was changing..new batch of patients replacing those so-called recovered ones. i was honoured enuff 2 witness e changes. not every single one of those who reported sick is allow 2 b admitted. all present der r those wif visible illness, eg. virus fever, sore eye, dislocation of limbs waiting 2 b sent 2 hospital. der r a total of 20 bed, cases like mine shd b discharge long time ago 2 make space 4 those new cases. N mind u, b4 i was discharged, i seen e worst case..e sickbay was filled wif paitents N yet sum was not given a bed but 2 lie on e sofa.oh god..alto my time spent der was like sleep all i wan except meals which everyone were waken up. N after 7pm tvee show till 10. yet i realised staying long term der wasnt ani beneficial, it make a healthy person feel sick. porridge 4 every meal, it weaken u physically. e place was infested wif disease, lots of e sore eye patient will re-ward into sickbay wif fever or terrible cough. mayb they shd realli do sumtin abt it. e same old person having fever umpteen of times is a usual sight. i experience it myself b4. being hit by e virus over N over again is such a pain in e neck. afterwhich, u b extremely weak..nid a long time 2 recuperate. its a waste of time..if u were in tekong, try not 2 stay in e sickbay 4 too long..

2004-10-30T04:15:00.000+08:00

all had passed..got confine 4 2 weeks, finally release from tt island. but sad 2 say, im gotta booked in lata @ nitez, 2300. damn! juz 2 do guard duty. aniway, had passed 2 outta 3 stages in my BMT. firstly, my range. a toopid 3 dae 2 nitez non-stop firing of M16. boring~ it shd b fun but my M16 is a faulty, useless piece of metalscape. alto i can shoot well but due 2 sum technical fault it possess, i own myself a place in e retest. well~ e onli solution is 2 lend my buddy's M16. e range comprises day N nitez shoot. e other major stages i completed is my field camp. a 7days N 6 nitez of living in e wild. tireness N heat rashes is wat i get. not forgetting e not so appetiting ration which we had 2 swallow down our throat, EEEeeee. experience e mercy of e weather, raining throughout e whole camp. shelter ourselves in tent which rain seeping thru. onli given powder 2 clean our bod. foot rot N various type of insect bites on us. lying flat on watever shit, eg. muddy ground, dense vegetation filled wif ant hives upon commands given by our superiors. wet feet which result in foot rot. camo cream on thruout. omg~ its sure an experience. but its oso make us do sum self reflection. after e field camp, learn 2 appreciate food from e cookhouse, appreciate e cosy bunk we sleep in. able 2 endure wif mosquitos bites. i admit all these does make a person grow 4 e better. soon enuff i b moving on 2 e last major segment of BMT which is e sit test. another camp but a shorter one. its will onli last 3days 2nitez. haiz...dunno wat kinda experience im gng thru 4 dis camp. sure will grumble here. will kip u guys updated. btw, 4 e past few entries, i been filling up wif my army, it mite bore u guys..but no choice, tt e tink i experience everyday. bear wif it, my avid readers.

2004-10-16T17:50:00.000+08:00

wow!!! my 1st offical book out. din waste a single minute of it. book out last nitez N got home straight N off i go..chilling out wif my NS bro @ a ktv..despite e tireness we had, we enjoy our max!! i was lying flat e minute i richee home 4 in e morning. phew~ campin @ home on a sat afternoon was e best option. ha..gng out lata on. my visit 2 MS. miss my frenz der. on e way outta tekong, our spirit was e highest!!! making our way out in screams N shout-outs..making sure everyone noe tt we r booking out. everybody is excited over it..been confined 4 2 plus weeks..b booking in on sunday nitez. be caged up on e island 4 another 2 weeks due 2 field camp N range!!! tsk tsk tsk..

2004-10-11T18:13:00.000+08:00

speaking of my army buddies..they realli roxXx!!! N im refering 2 my section mates also known as my bunk mates. Section 1 which houses 12 of us inside, all of us r realli from diff walks of life..got 2gether by fate. e age gap between us is beri close. mi, e oldest of all born in 1981. bed no 12 born in e yr 1983. e rest of them r all born in e yr 1982. here's a brief intro abt them..bed 2, zhong Li which is my buddy. a skinny guy who u wun nv guess he was a winner 4 inline skating in e X-games. he oso represent Singapore 2 korea. tt where he mit his current gf. but he's gotta leave us soon coz of his illness. great buddy. bed 3, Gary Tan aka xiao pang coz of his broad shoulder. tt e nick i gif 2 him. does his name rings a bell? he's a national swimmer. he's gotta leave us too becoz of his left shoulder injuries. bed 4, Ray, a person wif a rush, bad temper. he will oso offend ppl wif his words easily, yet he a brother type of person whom will not ditch his brothers wen in difficulties..bed 5, shi yuan. a decent lookin chap wif a not bad looking gf. his fatal spot, he juz cant co-odinate wif our marching..he got his own weird timing 4 everytin even timing 4 shooting. bed 6, kang. small size but well-build bod. bed 7, willy, a chiongster b4 he was enlisted. a person wif a clear mind. bed 8, his nick name is our section sergant han wei. coz he always try 2 speak in a tone like our sergant. N he resemble TCS actor chen han wei. ha~but he slim down alot. reduced 2 onli bones..poor tink!! bed 9, ah Loo. a damn fit guy, im not tokin abt his build. he may look skinny but his chin-up N stuff r damn good. bed 10 which is kim hoe. he realli kinda blur guy. or mayb bo chup. bed 11, johnathan aka koon sin. he wun miss any single seconds to doze off once we richee our bunk. reali admired dis talent of his. basically seeing him lying down on his bed most of e time. bed 12, heng2, he's realli beri pop. mayb becoz of his name.easy 2 rem, so our sergants noe his name in a short while, e disadvantage is, if they nid ani ppl 2 do "sai kan" he's e 1st one 2 b called. dis is e overall intro of my bunk mates. but sadly 2 say, my bunk was hit by e virus fever so most of us was down, currently onli left wif bed no 7 and 5 still fighting 2 b e last survior. hope e virus will b cleared soon..its slowing everybody down.

2004-10-10T15:03:00.000+08:00

after 10 days under intense scorching sun, unlimited pushing ard from officers, nv ending physical training..finally im down coz of virus fever. actual book out day is on e 15th of oct. but due 2 uncontrollable virus spreading, they gotta make us leave e island 2 secure e virus from passing on. im been having fever on N off for 4 days.. highest temp richee is 39.1. beside e common sight of botaks, everyone is suffering from common muscule aches everywhere, its realli diff from our daily life. still trying 2 adapt 2 e new changes. wakin up in wee hours 0515. having bug flying onto ur bed @ nitez, eg. bed bugs, mosquitos N more. miss out quite alot coz i was sick..be reporting back on tues morning!!! wish 2 get well soon so i can complete my BMT N leave tekong!!

2004-09-25T16:17:00.000+08:00

juz catch e another multi million production from jackie chan. i wun miss ani single show from him. but after his productions which carry e chop "made in hollywood", i started sitting @ home watching it. its boring i guess as compared 2 those labelled "made in hongkong". New police story is after his dunno how mani yrs since he produce sumtink hongkie style. but it sure is appealing..i labelled it as a muz watch movie. N it turn out coolz..a theme which jackie chan always adopt HK police. his usual righteous presentation of police. e story begin wif his squad being regco as e top squad of e force gng out on a mission which led to tragedies. a sure have scenes in his production, spectacular scenes of bus running down everytin in its way eg: a row of shops, brand new looking cars, a lorry of rubber duckie. guess almost all e landmark in HK is being included. dis time e new conventional hall by e bay is their new toy. not forgetting e cast. featuring my idol, sweet lady. Yang Cai Ni.. ohh..she dun seem 2 age despite her age. so demure N gorgeous..i gif a thumb up 4 dis show!!! worth watching...!!! gotta check e new show resident evil too.. hopefully 2nitez..

2004-09-19T13:45:00.000+08:00

19th of sept. last day in club III. tot i will hav a smooth sailing sat nitez, yet its become a hectic nitezmare. gosh! so sad tt im gotta leave. alto its a end 2 my job, but on e other hand, its a begining of my free time. no work..juz enjoy 2 e max till i go in. will try 2 use up my remaining time usefully.

2004-09-09T04:52:00.000+08:00

last nitez was a in-sober nitez. went 2 m.o.s wif my fellow colleagues. but ended up drinkin above it, Pyramid. jugs of beer was e start, moments lata.. martell bottle was thrown into e picture. Oh my god. had so much 2 drink. N from 2dae onwards, i swear not 2 drink on my off day. its one of e few times which i drunk so much lately. its was terrible. high amount of booze realli does knock a person into dreamland. i kept falling asleep. haiz. but too bad she was not there 2 look after mi. so sad. *sob*

2004-09-07T01:43:00.000+08:00

camping @ home 4 e whole day. woke up real early 2dae. abt 9 plus. guess im suffering from sum kind of sleeping pro. either i sleep 12 hrs or juz 4 hrs. dark dense layers of cloud hovering, covering e sun.. wat a day. moodless 2 go out oso. was playing game, online, watching vcds. til now, den i got e mood 2 go out. but its totally too chilling out der. ha~ Amelia, u hor..ben shi le. b careful wif ya wound ya. cant blog out wat happen. haha~ recover fast ya.

2004-09-04T05:21:00.000+08:00

my avid reader of my blog complaining abt my absense. so here i am, blogging again. been packed up wif program. i only have my off days on mon N tues. but dis 2 days is nv left empty..its always lined up wif stuff. tt explain my absense. 4 e past 2 weeks, i been to two chalet on my off days. both @ aranda country club. had great fun over der. ktv, majong, bbq, not forgetting e unwanted booze..man, i juz hate drinking. drink basically everynitez during work, still no exception on my off days. gotta put a full stop 4 my nocturnal lifestyle aniway.. my last day on e job will b on e 19th of sept. left wif 9 days b4 i go into ns..haiz. 3 mths realli passes in juz a blink..gotta miss my work place N crowd der. i will realli miss you guys!!! i will nv waste my tt last 9 days outside, oredi planning N filling up wif appointments..till den, update u guys again.

2004-08-20T05:58:00.000+08:00

yuppie~ tml is pay day le..time realli flies. its 20th of aug le. im onli left wif abt 1 mths working in club III. gosh, tinking of which..kinda unbearable 2 leave tt place. its e sense of belonging which acting on mi. after 2 mths of working der, every wed, sat N sun..der sure b someone whom i noe. its like mit ups. its boost my morale too, jokin ard, casual chit chats, couple of booze. its help my working time more pleasant. e no. of ppl i noe is still increasing over e days. ppl from diff walks of life juz walk in my life. no matter where they're from, i juz befriend them alto i choose too. a complicated crowd i can say. to mi, i tink its an unique experience working der. wif fun loving colleagues even my boss is those fun loving

2004-08-17T02:51:00.000+08:00

wat a day..2dae was my 2mths wif my girl. meant 2 mit her up early afternoon.ended up miting her @ abt 4plus coz i was too tired 2 wake up. im sorry!!! combing thru almost e whole orchard road. from taka 2 PS. aniway, i hav my intention 4 shopping so much, coz ppl who noe mi well noe tt im not e type who wil shop. in due course i will wat e intention was. heez~
guess im realli too occupied N begin 2 realise im like living in a world of my own. utterly ignorant 2wards wats happening 2 my frenz ard mi. seem like couples ard mi r breaking up. my good pal called mi dis afternoon breaking e bad news 2 mi dis afternoon. im gotta check on her tml. afterwhich, i discover @ least 3 other couples had gone their seperate ways. e seperation, good or bad. i dunno. mayb its a blessing 2 end e misery between 2 hurted souls. whichever ways, bless those frenz..
a question which was puzzling mi in e early part of my day. how come those big names wasnt in e line-ups in US Olympic squad in Athens??? left wif onli Allen iverson & Tim Duncan struggling in e games. guess e remarkable Olympic record of 109 wins to 3 loses is gotta change 4 e worst. Kip my finger cross.

2004-08-09T18:48:00.000+08:00

another day off. shd i take it a good chance 2 rest or a bad tink. its seem like working hours being cutted. III wun b open on monday N tuesday. doesnt matter, since i b copin der till e end of sept heez. hit my target of 500 sales last nitez, ha~ means i will get xtra commission. thanks 4 e support of those fellow clubbers. alto its not much but still hapi abt my performance. yup, its national day once again. actually feel like catching e firework performance @ esplanade but...aniway, staying @ home watching e tvee broadcast is cool too. wat a way of consolling myself, keke..had a jog 2 jurong west juz now following a couple of bb games. after which, decided 2 come home N nua. wat 2 do, born slacker. gotta go out lata, ktv time but strictly no liqour lata on. if i carry on drinkin everyday, i will find myself wif an xtra burden in no time, belly~!!
2 passerby who came across my blog, pls leave ur email or ur blog add so tt i can refer 2. thanks.

2004-07-22T05:27:00.000+08:00

finally, gotta play my favorite bb 2dae. alto, was kinda letdown, coz all my kakis was not der. ha~ aniway, after e workout. my body aches. haven touch tt round buddy of mine since e day i start working. guess age are realli catching up, my knee cap r sore now due 2 previous injuries. but bo bian, i gotta get started out b4 my liquor belly comes out. ha~ tml gotta hav badminton games wif my girl. frenz out der, will try 2 fork out sum time 2 catch up wif ya guys. been neglecting u guys 4 so long. i will mit up each N every of ya.. will draft out sum time. hang on guys. cheer!!

2004-07-17T07:34:00.000+08:00

ha~ i'm back. sori 2 those who came in N discover i din update my blog. didnt hav e energy 2 do so. wat am i doing here @ dis time of e day. not tt i wake up early but i juz cant get 2 sleep. perhaps im too used 2 sleeping short hours. otherwise i realli dunno wat e reason. hmm, speaking of which, i guess its e effect of e 2 bottle of coffee i had earlier b4 i start work, gosh..actually dun hav much 2 update ya. start work @ 10 till 3, or even 4 on sat. wun sleep once i rich home, so by e time preparing 4 bed is oredi dawn. e time i wake up wiLL b abt late noon. wiLL spend my time wif my girl. den back 2 work. dis is my nocturnal lifestyle. heez. mite nid sumtime 2 get use 2 e army life inside. lacking of time 2 mit up my frenz. now i understand 24hrs a day is realli not enuff. i miss my bb games too..nid 2 workout abit too. gettin' liqour belly le..omg~

2004-07-06T15:39:00.000+08:00

In a rush of time now, actually wanna update my blog last nitez. was on e fone. so i guess i wiLL update u guys wif new post 2nitez.

2004-07-02T12:09:00.000+08:00

Tt's My girL folks..in a sporty look but..she's not sporty at aLL. ha~

2004-07-01T14:08:00.000+08:00

On e 28th of june, i had my 1st try of losing my hp. in dis era, almost everyone owns a communication gadget eg. PDA, mp3player, hps. these had become a part of our daily life. u wun actually realise its importance untiLL e day u lost it. mayb we r too relie on e advance technology ard us. it took place juz after i woke up suddenly 2 answer a call from my buddy..was requested 2 take a cab down 2 mit up wif them coz of e time constrain they had 4 e day. richee der as fast as possible was e onli tink on my mind. was messagin on my fone during e journey. wen e cab pull 2 a stop @ e destinated spot, i left my fone on my lap 2 take out my wallet N pull out sum cash. a fuckin truck was hornin like nobody biZ rite behind e cab as it was a one-way road. so w/o second tots, acting like a considerate person. juz grab everytin. my changes, poach, uniform N oso my assuming-hp in my arm. after tidyin up all those loss change N stuff, search ard mi 4 my hp. realise its -GONE- my mind was in utter darkness 4 spilt seconds. damn!!! outta e short pause, e 1st tink on my mind was aLL e contacts in my fonebook. was tryin 2 figure out how im gotta mit my frenz as we din set a miting place. but instinct tells mi i gotta find them fast. so i went ard citylink in search of them. as im gotta borrow a fone from a passer-by, saw my frenz waving @ mi from nooch. e rest shd b left untell. calls was made 2 M1, comfort cab.
aniway, der r 2 tinkz i wun like 2 remind u guys. get urself a written back up fonebook. dis second advice is from a girl whom i noe workin in nitez spot. she will actually rem e cab no she took. why? becoz she always go home late so if ani mishaps or lost, she can directly find e driver. its too much of hassle but 4 girls out der returning home by cab may come in handy. Heed it or leave it.

2004-06-27T13:48:00.000+08:00

yOz. sori 4 not updating my blog. dun mean it. damn damn buzi, dun even hav time 2 sleep. keke. finally i share my life wif u guys. haiz, actually der's not much dis daes. leading my nocturnal lifestyle, N waking up damn early 4 my day jobs. its reaLLi quite straining. no time 4 sleep, play, mit-ups. but e feelin of being occupied is cool. wiLL nv experience loneliness in ur heart. btw, wanna change my blog song.. tt song is in my another comp. gosh~ to those who try gettin' mi dis daes. a reaLLi big sorry ya..i wiLL alocate time 4 u guys.

2004-06-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

Finally a brief escape from my hectic lifestyle. despite tt, i din sleep much too. was pulled outta bed 4 swims by steven. an offer i cant reject coz its his birthday. steven, hapi bdae. went swimming wif xiuli N of coz him..e bdae boy. ha~ richee je sports complex abt 12. wow!! its packed wif damn lots of kiddos..skool holidays man!! we had fun in e lazi pool den e wave pool..we were damn exhausted N hungry after dis 2 pool N we chit chat by e shore. relax~ had our late lunch n we went over hke. alto e sun din show his face N hide shyly behind layers of clouds. but..we were stiLL darken after tt. in e evening, supposed 2 mit up wif Ling N my family but end up i went over alone. dragged my body aLL e way 2 chinatown. Ling cant make it coz she gotta catch a show. the best bet. keke~ aniway, had our dinner @ wen tong ji. e sweet N sour prawn ball was damn power. yum yum. ha~ my mom's treat sia. carry my bloated stomach back N its my precious sleepin time. so shiok, dun hv 2 work whole day. stayin @ home @ dis time is nearly impossible..

2004-06-19T13:07:00.000+08:00

taken such a long hiatus from my blog..due 2 packed schedule N stuff. wiLL b even buzier after dis week. phew~ coz im now working 4 LG as a install man dealing wif plasma tvee. N in e nitez time, b workin in club III. 2nitez i'll b startin work. im damn packed lo. aniway, doesnt matter, its beta than sleepin doin notin @ home..plus can earn sum bucks 4 saving N repaying of debts. heez~ a strange call wake mi up 2dae. sum1 from cmpb called N asked mi "we got a slot in 22 of july. wanna join us earlier?" was still in a daze, but managed 2 blurted out jokingly "huh? can lydat one meh?" her laughter was e reply, but eventually i rejected tt offer. i dun reaLLi noe if i can make it 4 e even buzier workload. alto i onli start e day job @ 12, but its oso end late abt 10plus. aiya, juz make e best outta everytin.

another worry is her..i b too buzi 2 spend lots of time wif her. N after tt, i b inside doin my NS. wiLL not b like sum other couple who can hv loads of time 2gether. but in another words, we wiLL reaLLi treasure e time we r 2gether rite coz its too scarce N limited. heez~ it mite b a blessing in disguise too. if too much time, we mite take it 4 granted. same old words "i don't know why you're so far away but i noe that dis much is true, we'll make it through.."

2004-06-14T02:36:00.000+08:00

2dae was one fine day. alto down wif flu.. its so difficult 2 sleep. wake up abt 2plus. slacking like normal sundays in front of e tvee, takin my own sweet time finishin my late lunch. normally take abt an hr 2 finish..ha~ all of a sudden, wen my sis jio mi go GIANT wif my mom. i juz agreed wif out second tots. normally i dun..coz i dun like their slow paced of shopping. but dis time i juz felt diff. mayb my mom deserved more time wif mi. mayb felt too indebted 2 her. seldom spend quailty times wif them recently. my duty was 2 carry those heavy stuff 4 them.. but instead my mom pushed mi away. insisting on carrying them. sayin she feel more secure wif her hunts by her side. weird rite? perhaps she still rem e incident wen i went market wif her during my childhood. its kinda funie. i help her wif a pack of fishes in a plastic bag, those small red one which u will get from market. den wen we richee home, mom discovered tt one fish went missing. perhaps becoz of mi swinging e bag ard too much causing e fish 2 dropped out. heez~ after tt, went 4 dinner 2gether at my favourite stall in Boon Lay. had a nice dinner. yum yum..mouth watering dishes..heez~ its a treat from mi. after e filling dinner, walked our way back home.
went over my uncle's place 2 get his car. mit up wif jelin..heez, din had ani supper coz both of us r full. so i suggested exploring e bishan park. had a walk der. man~ cant find e carpark 2 e other park. was enjoyin e soft breeze tot..heez~ went off shortly ard 12am.

2004-06-11T03:57:00.000+08:00

dilemmas..consequences..all up in my head. juz finished my work @ club 3..e techno music is stiLL rawking up der. ytd was @ pyramid N nw club 3. if u dunno, both of them plus M.O.S. is under e same boss but diff management. e dilemma was both side management hav e same offer 4 mi. let mi explain e whole tink.. i was actually workin der 4 juz relief. who noes, e boss of both side was in flavour of mi. clement from pyramid got my contact 4 part time. DIck which is e big boss of club 3 who sent mi home juz nw offer an invitation 2 work full time 4 him. replacin e current waiter. i was glad 2 be treated dis way by both sides. but eventually i muz make a decision. tt e tough choice. pay wise, working hrs are e same. environment wise. mature vs teenage ah beng crowds. target 4 pyramid is 2000, whereas 3 is 500. both were beri sincere. tt make mi in a difficult position. 4 mi i dun mind since im lookin 4 a job in nitez spot. differences was, pyramid is reaLLi a part time. 3 is a full time N im e onli one in charge of e whole floor, which actually gif mi e chance 2 b expose 2 more guests. coz im e one N onli floor person der.
i hv yet decide on. so mayb u guys can gif mi sum ideas. juz tag ur choice u tink is rite 4 mi or any relavant comments. ur help is reaLLi appreciated. heez. ten cute~~

2004-06-10T12:55:00.000+08:00

juz started my day..wat a rainy day ytd. been showering aLL e way 2 late evening. @ least i did sumtin constructive ytd. din laze ard, instead went down tanglin N got my well-deserved pay. din expect it 2 come up 2 such an amount. not bad~ heez, can pay off my debts. was moonlighting @ a disco pub called e pyramid. its juz above M.O.S. quite a nice place. even got commission 2 hit. >2000 sales = 100 incentives. was able 2 mixed ard wif e guests der. aniway, those bottles der wasnt cheap. 178 for martell. those ppl der was like so damn rich lo, a big bottle of martell costin 1050 was a hit last nitez. tt is e type we call it a cannon..wat's more, i even got my 1st personal tips of 10buckz N my 1st bottle despite im a newbie. apart from tt, we stiLL got tips 2 share @ e end of e day. der's lotta stuff 2 see wen ya bored der..live band, pole dance, lots of tv N channels, even fights..coolz~ juz fight watever dey wan. im always prepare 2 enjoy tt.*evil grin* ani sideline u guys had? wanna intro mi? im reaLLi keen in trying new experiences..

2004-06-08T22:44:00.000+08:00

was rushing my way e minute i open my eyes..my briefing was @ 1115 but i wake up @ 11. heez..took a cab down. but aniway, e briefing suckz lo..juz awhile can leave le..waste of time. b doing a IT show called communicAsia 2004. gng on from 15-18 of june. but its not open 2 public. guess it mite b an eye-opener. SES is e group in charge of us. Singapore Exhibition Services. Wanna noe more abt e show?

Asia's most established and comprehensive communications & IT event, CommunicAsia 2004 features 3 specialist shows, MoblieCommAsia 2004, NetworkAsia 2004 and Satcomm 2004. with over 1100 exhibiting companies, the event showcases the lastest development in moblie networks technologies and satelite communications.

got a beta view on dis coming fair. heez. one beri weird tink wen i went into e briefing room, it was filled wif ppl wif black. its so..hmm..dunno hw 2 describe. coz of our uniform..its a sight which i nv seen b4. heez..after tt wen shopping wif ting 4 her bf's boxer. got myself one too..by CK. den mit up wif my sis 4 sakae sushi. darn..sumtin wrong wif them, their fried tofu is not up 2 e standard le..e previous time was oso lydat. nv go back 4 it again..!!! humpf~

2004-06-08T01:28:00.000+08:00

2dae was kinda bad dae 2 mi. was gng thru my revision once i came back from work tiLL dawn breaks. my effort doesnt reaLLi pay. they dun call supp paper 4 notin. its damn tough. guess if i flunked dis last paper, im not sure weather i can finished it up after i come out of NS. gotta take a step @ a time. haiz. no point crying over spill milk. aniway, guess wiLL b back 2 expo again 4 another show. dis time its IT. projected date is from 16th to 18th..enjoyed e last one. had lots of fun wif ting N xiuli..tml gotta go 4 e briefing. dis time, hav 2 dress formally. All black. soO got myself a black shirt. while tryin it out, felt so weird lookin @ e reflection in e mirror. mayb becoz i had not dress lydat 4 ages. its juz so fitting. guys out der, will posted new song after 14 of june. so juz on ur speaker 2 check it out. stiLL i hope 2 heard sum comments. anitink juz tag it.

2004-06-05T00:39:00.000+08:00

wasnt supposed 2 log on. but time allows mi 2..so guys, bear wif my crap den..was back haf way from my work. having an eye infection. N it seem like a disease. kickin up big fuss over mi stayin. but 2 public, it cant b spread but eye contacts. onli by hand or phyical contacts wif infected parts. pls take note ya!!! heez. after seeing e lady doc. she was nice. crap wif mi 4 abt 1/2 hrs. even ask mi back 2 her clinic in bedok 4 review tml. mi stayin in jurong lei. wow, its like such a distance but i stiLL b gng. she even mention not 2 charge mi 4 tml review. guilt filled mi, leaving those 2 angels slogging their way in e booth. while i was enjoyin myself in cineleisure having jap cusines N ktv..im sori girls. finally got my broadband sign up. but hv 2 wait tiLL 14 of june. coolz~ dun hv 2 use laggy 56k. most pro nt gng 2 work tml. but stiLL gotta study on my supp.

2004-06-03T23:08:00.000+08:00

1st day @ work. my work was 2 promote e epson ink. hrs of standin make my knee cup hurt again. e unexpected crowd reaLLi hit us. quite surprise tt such abig crowd was der on a weekday. dun they hv 2 work. omg~ mayb stiLL not used 2 e job. not bad la..kinda fun. aniway, onli 1 person is allowed 2 hv their meal @ a time. so if u guys was ard der, or decided 2 pop by can find mi 4 lunch N dinner. juz gif mi a caLL k. im reaLLi tired so i shall end it here. btw, guess wun b free 2 blog tiLL monday. after my supp paper. it actually crush wif my work. bo bian, gotta study thruout e nitez. 2 nitez shall b an exception. see ya guys on monday!!!

2004-06-02T11:31:00.000+08:00

slept @ 11 plus last nitez. was one of e earliest dis year. was waken up by my lil nephew. they r gng on a trip 2 food fair, expo. watching gozilla nw. 2dae is vesak day. detest gng out on public holiday. everywhere is crowded wif ppl. so sianz. b stayin at home. hope tt nice show on tvee..updated lata @ nitez.

2004-06-01T22:46:00.000+08:00

had a long tiring day. din realise tt 2dae is eve of public holiday onli dis afternoon. guess im reaLLi isolated in my small world. got up reaL early 4 e briefin. richee der @ abt 9. but ended up stiLL kinda hectic. was stiLL late. coz my frenz was late. actually e group we b workin wif is a real smaLL one. gone thru aLL e diff kind media, toners, ink bla bla. ended abt 12 plus. tt 2 poor lil tinky was growlin aLL e way coz alto they brought bk le, but due 2 e briefin cum der e time constrain. dey had their b-lunch. we r one of a kind. those late sleepers. reaLLi kakis sia. but e most surprising was i am e one waking them up instead of e other way round. coolz rite? headed 2 kallang wif ms hum di dum di. was der 4 bowling games. 2dae was e career lowest. outta 3 games, e highest was 105 i guess. toopid hand. no strength juz lydat. lost 2 games 2 her. arrghh..own her a ice kachang N a game of pool. she onli lose one mac ice cream cone. EEEee so unfair rite..N e funniest tinky happen 2 hum di dum di. but..i cant disclosed it. too bad. had pasta @ funan paste mania. after she left, i was walkin ard. alto i was real tired. but since im out, dun waste e time ma. rite? den follow by jp..guys out der, hv fun ya. its holiday eve!!!! im gotta end it soon..

2004-06-01T02:09:00.000+08:00

seem like having a serious brain drain these days. my mind was totally blank. so is my blogs too..heez. bear wif it k? b back 2 normal hopefully in a few days time. went 2 had marche @ HMV 2dae wif steven N xiuli. My 1st time der. try out their seafood creamy base spag. not bad la, but we kip tokin N its taste so awful once its turn cold. but e chicken chop der was yum yum. thumbs up!! hmm, even had my favourite clayfish. hei po~~ plus a stringray, potato dunno wat. biLL came up 2 a total of 70plus 4 three pax i guess. its rather ex. after a fulfillin lunch, its digesting time. comb thru e HMV lookin out 4 GSS. but seem like those discount items wasnt my cup of tea. instead those w/o discount which is those new arrival were..sad case. if not 4 my budget constrain, i wun hv grab wat i like. after they left, i ended up in bugis. wandering ard like a lost soul. din find anitink catchy. but~~!! its most futile tink was i brought e june issue of tribal tatoo from Nippon..coolz~!! den mit kelvin 4 billard games @ je. loser punch. not too bad. out of 3, i onli punch 1 game abt 7plus. he lost e other 2. heez. guess goddness of luck is smiling @ mi. so heng of mi~~!!! dun mistaken mi as pro. im nt..mayb im juz jack of aLL trades. heez..gotta wake up real early lata. gotta go 4 a briefin..heez.

if ya r havin ur speaker on, u shd b able 2 hear e new song i put up. alto its abit too fast 2 change. but, im juz eager 2 share aLL e nice songs or mayb fickle minded. whichever it is, guess u b e onli in benefit rite?? i lurve dis song but sad tink i cant sing it coz kbox dun hv it. Nice song..

2004-05-31T01:01:00.000+08:00

darn tired 2dae!!! becoz of not sleepin a wink last nitez. early in e mornin was @ kallang. its was actually 4 aLL e PFC or PAP kindergarten in spore. din join in e walk. instead went 2 leisure park. but its too early. ended up walkin 2 e mac outside. slack der untiLL 10. unwilling 2 go back, bowling alley was our next destination. haven been bowlin since last yr. got a package of 6 games. loser punch. 1st set was, 150 to 115. 2nd, 157 to 68. lucky mi!!! der's no nid 4 e last set. we went home abt 12 plus. was sleepin e way back. home sweet home..continue my beauty sleep till 7. juz cant get enuff...

2004-05-30T02:10:00.000+08:00

yeah!! reaLLi enjoy myself 2dae. ha~ alto din do much. awaken by my sister when she brought lunch 4 mi, KFC N carrot cakes. despite my condition, i stiLL empty everytin into my stomach except 4 tt carrot cake. NO standard @ aLL. afterwhich was e routinue sms from paul saying bb @ 3..went down @ 4 i guess. dis is e part i enjoy most. alot of ppl was der. of coz those old buddies which i play bb wif..hke seem 2 b back 2 those lively days. its not e winnings tt counts. but is e mo qi between us when we play 2gether. can oso catch up wif those who i din manage 2 see 4 ages. played all i can..alto i was stiLL sick. e fun lasts tiLL abt 7 ba. wen a fat guy (cannot mention his name) N i hv our dinner. tt was e time i feel so tired. both my knee cap hurts. haha~ im not left alone. tt fat headlight oso was complainin abt tt. heez~ u guys roxXx!!! decided nt 2 join my frenz 2 chiong 2nitez coz gotta company my bro 2 walk-a-jog @ kallang tml mornin!!! arrgghhh..bo bianz~!! so gotta wake up @ 5 plus. stiLL sum1 is waking up in a few hrs time like i do. of coz i wiLL di siao u N u agreed 2 spilt e angbao wif mi ar!! heez..guess ya side wiLL b a fun N exciting one, a tire 1 too..dun fall asleep during e ceremony ar.

2004-05-28T02:43:00.000+08:00

gUESS wat..!! juz richee home from e show "day after tomorrow"(which is big tomorrow). MoM juz in case u forgotten dis is a show. read on @ ya own risk. coz im gotta review on e show.

|Day after Tomorrow|
we were taken on a roller coaster ride. As we moved from e intro 2 e climax of e whole show. a wonderful N commentable show accompanied by spectacular snow scene. hurricanes tornados like u seen in twister. cyclones N snow hails are e main supportin actors too. not forgettin tiramisu (im not referin 2 cake)..oopz, its tsunami. nearly aLL e counterparts of calamity is in e show. ha~ Mr earthquake is not invited. overwhelmed by e effects, exclamations were heard thruout e show. uh? huh? wow? jia lat liao..feeling of despair filled e cinema as aLL e main actors came into e picture. As e show moved on, hope was lit up. accompanied e show was a romance between jack's son N his team mate. its reaLLi does spice up e show. e bravery of jack's team was oso another part which is worth lookin out 4. their emotions were definatly one of e selling point. onli so-called villain was actually e vice president of US. he oso hightlighted a point which is not 2 look down on 3th world countries, who noes, they mite b e one who gotta save u. A realistic plot. its does fit e scientific explaination due 2 e greenhouse effect. of coz, e immediate freezing is way too exaggerating. e ending..heez..i beta kip it in e closet. catch it ya!! e show lasts abt 1hr 45min to 55min. so kip urself warm. otherwise u wiLL see frozen chickens in e show as weLL as on e cinema seat. Tt's U..heez. like 2nitez weather was apt 2 e show plot. freezing~~!!

lastly, b4 i watched dis show. my hairdresser from Storm stiLL say e endin was it killed haf of e US ppl coz e rest was hidding in e buildin. bluff mi~~ *bish*

2004-05-27T14:49:00.000+08:00

yup..got my job @ e PC show. working 4 epson i guess. haiz, stiLL down wif virus. gotta get a hair cut 2dae. notin 2 do ma. guess dis is e last N final time b4 i get my ass into NS..2nitez, Day after tomorrow!!! im comin 4 u..finally i can catch it. tell u more abt it wen i come back.

Friends r like passer-by in life. u wiLL encounter aLL kinds of friends from aLL walks of life. e duration of time they stay by u varies..hav a high expectation 4 friends too. dun trust friends. believe in bonding. regain my trusts 4 frenz recently. due 2 e vast no. of frenz ard, dun realli treasure them N take them 4 granted but..treasure wat is ard u b4 regrets filled u up wen they leave..

2004-05-27T00:13:00.000+08:00

guess wiLL b working @ e PC fair on e 3th to 6th of june. anione who is interested in working der ? mayb i can check 4 u guys..but im sure i b working der, coz i got 3 lobang. so i wiLL choose either one of them. aniway, tinkin of tt..on e 5th, 6th..havin 2 wedding sia..how am i gotta go over?? muz figure out on e time mamagement.

2004-05-26T15:25:00.000+08:00

got online once i woke up..wasnt feelin good. down wif sickness~~hw 2 mambo 2nitez?? checked my result. haiz, got 1 out 2 supps. aniway, both papers wasnt beri weLL done, i guess it..thermo supp is a threat!! nv kanan thermo supp b4. omg~ by hook or by crook, muz pass dis final paper, e last paper b4 i get my dip. one more weird tink 2 mention..i wonder wat day izzit? seem like everyone was online. despite those i wiLL see durin dis time..there r sum unique ones. AiXi, if ya readin dis..thanks 4 visitin my blog. but guess u reaLLI free in ur bf hse. heez..do gif mi comment on my blog ya.. gng out soon. cant b coping @ home..bones r gettin' rusty after such long hours of sleep.

2004-05-25T15:07:00.000+08:00

beEn tryin 2 upload my song 2 tripod..but it kip saying error. Aaargghh.. im using e method ting taught mi. haven eat my anytin since i woke up. 2dae got up kinda early, 12noon. was out last nitez 4 supper. my frenz came over N pick mi up wif a bus. its so hilarious wen i heard my frenz sayin "he driving a bus over." i broke down in laughter..went 2 changi village. notin 2 eat but onli ah guas. we been there so mani times but nv chat wif e ah gua b4. so dis time, i tried tokin 2 one who kip avoidin us. guess wat, he is darn dao..he juz looked back N walk off. even girls wiLL gif a smile. wat is gng on?? mayb coz my frenz try 2 di siao him. in e process, saw a darn pretty..hmm, nope he deserve e word beautiful sia. but of coz he was pick up by his client shortly. after tt, we went 2 e temple in loyang. actually we decide 2 head off 2 bedok 4 supper but end up everytin were closed. so no choice, headed back 2 our "old place" behind NUS 4 pratas..

if ya into chinese songs..i gt a recommendation here. dis is a new group called F.I.R. guess its widely adver. on tv. a 2 guys 1 girl rock band..their songs in e album r their own masterpiece. coolz~~!! u guys shd check out 2nd N 3rd song which is fly away N Lydia..haven heard of e others. hope ya wiLL like my recomm.
cook sum instant mee 1st. so hungry!! guess im fallin sick soon. having cough N flu..u guys take care. drink more h2o.

2004-05-24T22:10:00.000+08:00

been tryin 2 find e music code of a song. wanna put it as background music. tt song is soothing. hey! im sparing a tot 4 u guys while readin my blog. u can listen 2 nice music too. but i noe nuts abt dis type of stuff. kelly is buzi so cant teach mi too. Ting is not ard too. aniway, if u got ani comments. do tag it. haha~ ting is here..=:)

2004-05-24T18:23:00.000+08:00

begin my day so late 2dae. guess im reaLLi turning e day into nitez N vice versa. nv get 2 see e bright sun, or izzit cloudy e whole day??? basically, i haven went 4 ani interviews yet. lazi lazi..but i muz look forward 2 earning sum bucks. notin much 2 blog abt too. coz i juz started my day not long ago.. guess u guys out der muz b damn envy abt mi. ha~ spending ur day so aimlessly is not wat i wan.. its wiLL kill a man's inspiration!! darn, guess im crapping le. full stop .

2004-05-23T17:31:00.000+08:00

am now listening 2 Cyndi wang-yue guang. got too engrossed. e setting was nice. well arranged, casual..e begining, a warm-up solo..den come in e guitar, follow by more instruments. din reaLLi pay attention 2 e lyrics. soothing is e impression i got..here's another 2 new songs on e block. mayb u can check dis out. Huang Yi Da-Lan Tian N Ai Cheng-xiang ni de tian kong. aniway, 4 those who dunno who is huang yi da, i can onli say he's sun yanzi look alike. hmm, Ai Cheng is from msia ya..

Slept late last nitez again. My bdae..?? heez, din go out. turn down those invitations. Sori guys..e onli place i went was play a couple of bb..even my buddies der were so doubtful hw come i was der on my bdae. guess its reaLLi ages since i celebrate @ home. cut my cake wif my sister. tiramisu sia!!! she was e onli one who sing my bdae song.. dun tink tt im pathetic ya. i actually beri contented!! coz i got so mani frenz who wishes mi..plus sum1 actually sing a bdae song in msn. u shd noe who u r..thanks!!!
but after e clock strike 12, i was on my way out le..heez!! actually decidin 2 hav supper, end up we headed 2 bukit timah 2 play a couple of number ball games. got even wif e game. went 2 chong bang( not yishun tt one), refering 2 e prata spot behind NUS. richin home @ 5 again. arrgghhh...

dinner ready lo.. yeah, im gotta hav my breakfast, lunch N dinner..heez..

2004-05-22T15:31:00.000+08:00

went 2 e chalet in Pasir ris. e aloha..not a bad one. so spacious but lack of entertainment. its was leng's bdae.. guess he shd reaLLi b contented, aLL his buddies were der. but tt damn humid weather make our bbq so unbearable. e most havoc part of aLL was e cutting cake session N tossing of mixed drink. its kinda typical 2 play wif e cream on e cake but ours was a scary one. ha~~ unless u were der..everyone was filled wif cream on our face @ e least expected. wash after wash.. of coz dis is exclusive of their relatives N other frenz of his. e funniest part was, wen leng's ah gong cannot stand e whole tink oredi. leng ask permission from his gong 2 sabo 1 last person. N e unlucky one was ALAN~~!! sway enuff, after a short pursuit, he surrender N said " okok..stop stop..i do it myself." N he take e cream on leng's hand N filled his face up wif cream. e whole chalet was den filled up wif laughters.. e pathetic look on his face!! darn hilarious!!! tossing of drink wif sum Jim Bean N stuff was oso e fun part. one by one, toss him wif a cup. a total of 12 cups which was specially mixed..xiong ar!!

...its a damn serious lesson 4 u 2 learn. adjusted urself. did warn u abt e retribution tinky. wise up N get on wif life. she's juz another worthless girl. treasure e ppl ard u...i got mine long ago. N i had strong beliefs. haiz..
eugene: let see it in another view. its betta 2 part nw dan wen u r in der. hope ya wiLL get back 2gether.

2dae is my bdae..wat a day. i juz prefer 2 mit no-one. spend my time wif my family. but seem like they r aLL out. guess they tot i wiLL spend it line-up wif programs. but dis yr is diff. dun blame them since i haven celebrate wif them 4 ages. let see hw its go..

2004-05-21T14:19:00.000+08:00

LaZi bOI is back 2 blog. was reaLLi surprise tt AmeLia is a avid reader 2 my blog. a big THANKS 2 aLL all those who came into my "black, dark" blogger reading those tiny words..its muz had been a hard time. tokin abt ytd..intend 2 mit jinyen 2 go walk walk since she not workin. but end up. was ask 2 go poly bash @ Chinablack wif her. SoO..i called 4 reinforcements..ask 3 of my ah bang down. SoO a total of 6 went in. we went over @ 6 2 collect e tickets. had dinner @ far east plaza. afterwhich, dis LaZi BoI here ended up siting in Pacific PlaZa. wen i was siting der, watchin those crowd came in. i guess sum rich as early as 7 plus. omg, they tot they r gng 2 watch free seating concert ar. haha~~ as e clock ticks, e more i see e crowd, e more i was turn off. those ppl dun look like they club lo..i guess tt y bash r 4. after gatherin aLL of them, we head in @ 10. saw one girl who is damn perfect.. im not kidding ya. mayb i shd put it dis way, she had e sharp features, nice complexion. but not height. i guess she e outstanding one. but no offend 2 other girls who were der. music was hip-hop, R&B. alto e crowd wasnt beri happenin!! but try 2 make e best outta it. commented playful by my frenz, was 2 do.. wen its play time, i wiLL play 2 e fullest!!! serious means no joke ya!! heez. so ya take care. gng 2 chalet lata on..Qilin, im coming!!!

2004-05-18T22:36:00.000+08:00

phew~~its damn humid these days. cant stand it. wat is happenin??? greenhouse effect?? dun seem like bloggin these few days, coz i find my life suckZz..slept so lil' too. guess wun b able 2 catch my sleep dis week. gotta b a buzi week i guess. runnin abt e whole spore!! my eyes vision is so blur too. got tire out easily. wat 2 do??

2004-05-16T01:50:00.000+08:00

wat a saturday~~!! it been ages since i spent my sat nitez @ home. feel kinda out-of-place @ home. wat 2 do!! im darn tired 2 go aniwhere. but i juz dun wanna sleep my way thru my sat nitez. last nitez was a long N tiring nitez. was out wif kelvin sendin sum stuff. everytin was ok untiLL..we got into a minor accident. damn..a BMW came crushin into e rear of e car. sway enuff~~!! was siting in e back seat. got e direct hit. e impact hiting onto 2 rear of e car jerk mi forward. dis trigger my injury which i got from similar incident. my neck was..speechless. den it went on 2 my head. e driver got off e car N was surprisin so quiet. he behavin abit weird lo..din tok much. we suspect he was drunk. of coz he hand over his no. ic no. N stuff. ha~~ truth enuff, he gave a invalid no. but aniway, its alrite. wif his car no. is good enuff 2 nail him down. after tt, was @ feng shan food centre. they were tokin on N on..was feelin so tired N uncomfortable wif e pain in my neck. finally, abt 3plus. we left N send kelvin's frenz home. kelvin was suggesting a walk @ geylang..aniway, i din realli walk thru ard der b4. so i guess y not..he bring mi ard. from lorong 8 aLL e way 2 lorong 18..was quite an eye opener too. den a question pop out..is der other reasons tt make such a pretty girl into dis service line other than their earning, background?? i believe they sure hav sum difficulties behind gng into dis trade. gifin e benefit of doubts..

2004-05-14T23:01:00.000+08:00

A day of healthy lifestyle..its been ages. wake up darn early lo, alto not planned..heez~ went 2 hav my all-time favourite fish soup in jurong west. afterwhich in e early afternoon. playin bbball under e scorching sun.. unexpected. den was volleyball games. heez..call from frenz came 4 sum swim..den..a funie tink happen. i had my contact on wen i was swimming, tt y i cant open my eyes. wen i swim from 1 end 2 e other. froggy all e way, instead of havin my hands infront of mi, i kip my hand by my side. i din realise i was riching e other side of it. i got e bridge of my nose crushing into e side of e pool. its juz got hit on target. wOoo..e intense pain made mi feelin notin. e worst tink was, 2 girls was by e side of e pool suntannin..my frenz who was behind mi told mi tt they saw mi. N was laughin @ mi. which i tot i wiLL go unnoticed since i oredi kept my reaction discreet enuff. oh my god, i was like despite of e pain i was havin, i had 2 hide from e disgrace. nw, there's a bruise on my nose. Blue-black sia. aniway, was darn tired as i kept swimming here N der. though, im gng out soon. haiz, wat 2 do..deliver sum goods. so good nitez everyone!!!

2004-05-14T07:50:00.000+08:00

couldnt continue sleepin. was attacked by e 'black tiny sly cunning annoying flyin insects' hey those little flyin' tink, u wun annoy mi juz by disturbin mi, dis means i can start my day early, being such a long time since start my day b4 dawn breaks..but my eyez is still in a daze, stiLL in sleepin mode. went 2 my former work place 2 get my pay, but..stiLL nid 2 make another trip down. darn~~!! after tt, mit up wif cheryl 2 watch Van Helsing..not a bad show i guess, wasnt fascinated by it. as 4 show goers, here r e show which is appealin N i check up e release date. Skrek II-21st of May, Harry Potter-4th of June, Spiderman II-2nd of july. cant wait 2 see 'spiderman' e 1st one was a blockbuster. aniway, finished wif e series 'xun qing ji'. finally..w/o missing any part of it. e ending wasnt too bad too..gotta watch my recorded stuff le..

2004-05-12T16:10:00.000+08:00

juz woke up onli. haiz, my alarm din work again. failing 2 wake mi up..its 4 in e afternoon, seem like half my days gone. was @ a kbox wif my frenz from 2-7 ytd, cant wake up on time ytd too..ended up rushin over in a cab. hougang~ tts far.. mit up wif kelvin N his camp mates 2 ktv pub. all his camp mates was friendly chaps. der's a waitress who sing like xu hui xin..NIce Nice~~she got a special name too, lia-ni.. weird weird one. drunk quite abit last nitez. wen we were abt 2 go..sum kinda trouble came..its started wif girl's. tt girl wasnt pretty, her singing suckz too..but she e cause of it. nearly got into a fight, haiz..Bitch~~!! finally rich home @ 4 in e mornin. i wiLL stay @ home or do sum work-out. sleep real early!!! i wanna eat breakfast tml instead of b-lunch..

2004-05-11T02:54:00.000+08:00

Juz finished filling up my application form 4 m1 customer service. realise i haven got myself a resume yet. wow, e filling up was such a tedious process. hmm..dun tink i wiLL get short-listed as i haven complete my NS. duh~ aniway, watched e show "beautiful boxer" not a bad show. a transvestite who aspired 2 change e outer self 2 one which match his inner self. "sumtime i realli wonder, am i onli a girl in a boxer's body." tt sumtin he say. @ least i find tt he's brave enuff 2 ignore others N do wat he realli wans. forgot wat e traveller monk tell him sumtin beri meaningful. haiz, cant wait 4 spiderman2 2 b shown. hmm, im so hungry nw..gotta find sumtin 2 eat.

2004-05-10T15:25:00.000+08:00

WoW, been so occupied since i finished my last paper. nv had a chance 2 update my blog onli tiLL nw..N blogger got themselves a new look heez, im kinda tired nw after all those day's of outing. practically riching home @ dawn. had 2 tidy up my lifestyle N get ready 2 search 4 a new job. i cant slack animore. gotta get a decent job by dis week. so guys out der, if u hav ani 2 intro, u can drop a tag ya. a 9-5 job or a nite job is actually ok 4 mi. most impt is e scope of e job, can i learn along e way. if not 4 dis, i can actually stay wif my waiter job earnin a decent 6/hr..but its juz too slack. wish mi luck!!!

2004-05-07T04:06:00.000+08:00

hey guys~ i broke my own rules..was in e middle of my exam or rather im gotta hav a paper lata in e evening. but im juz catchin my breathe N blog abit. wenliang juz finished teachin mi. a BIG thank you. wonderin who he's. guess he's like a savious 2 alot of us. he's a ex-classmate. he's someone who help alot of slackers like mi pass their papers. all these years, i realli lost count hw mani ppl he saved. im not e onli one who benefit from dis hero. i was e 1st who got his help, afterwhich, one follow by another..sum benefit from his teachin, sum..by his self made notes. like a bible 2 us b4 e exam. his name was widely noe..wif LIM BOON LIANG on e top of a stack of papers is e signature of 100% passin e paper. he reaLLi got his means N ways 2 force e lects 2 unzip their tight mouths N disclosed alot of tips. his tips is darn spot-on, u cant believe it..rem once, Organization management.. his notes was exactly e same as e exact paper. his favourite sentense "dun worry, juz repeat doing e question a couple of time N tt it." CoOLz. he's darn down-to-earth. followed every step ritually.. no matter hw mani time he do it. coz he practise N practise untiLL sumtime can rem e answer w/o using calculator..haha~~ mi gotta go 2 bed. coz 2 hungry 2 continue le..heez..see ya ard.

2004-05-04T00:52:00.000+08:00

its exam week, N im gettin' tense up as days go by..din manage 2 focus on my notezz. been driftin away so mani times. dunno wat 2 blog 2..aniway, b away tiLL my exam finished. after i can reaLLi throw my burden away. i had actually plan every outing after my exam. wiLL b darn packed wif stuff e moment i finished my last paper. let look forward.. strike hard.. so take care peeps. b updatin u guys on friday nitez i guess.

2004-05-02T02:40:00.000+08:00

finaLLy home sweet home, was campin @ my buddy hse. thanks 4 putting mi up.heez.. aniway, coz he's gotta b leaving soon. so sum stayovers mite b great. true enuff, alto we din do much, we enjoy ourselves..in e past, either 4 burning midnitez oil 4 studies or mayb games, but dis time was totaLLy different experience. was der juz 2 chiLL. wasting our time. N guess wat, his hse is located @ e opposite end of where im residing. heez. TAMPINES. wondering wat i hav done der, most of e time was in tamp maLL N centry square. chit chatting abt everytin under e sky, e moon.. tt e longest we ever chat. since he wiLL b in taiwan 4 a year. so we finished up wat is actually meant 4 tt 1 year. wat can 2 guys do in a shoppin maLL. drooling along e way, haha~ he is juz tryin 2 play a nice host bringin mi ard sighting 4 babes. tryin 2 write his ex romance into a story..but end up mi chatting myself away online, N he entertain his other frenz who cant go hm..dis coz' mi another sleepless nitez..juz moments b4 dawn breaks, he came into e room N teLL mi dis " go N take a rest 1st. its 6 le.." moments after i lie on e bed. i post a question " wat time we gotta wake up ar? im hungry lei." his reply was " 1~2 hours den we go eat prata 4 breakfast." guess wat, we actually woke up @ 2 plus in e afternoon. forgotten tt we r of e same type of ppl. N seem like its mi who wake him up lor..humpf: prata..!!! prata his head ar!!! ppl closed staLL le. as a compensation was packets of beehoon. had a swim after tt.. was miting up wif our other bangs, but they last minute cannot make it. haiz, bo bian.. had our dinner @ pasta mania..coolz~!! carbonara rulezZ as usual, walkin ard aimlessly untiLL i finaLLy gif up N headed straight home..aniway, we encounter a girl who was selling flags, charity stuff la..aLL alone. normaLLy, they come in a group but she's diff. lone ranger. we were guessing abt her age. sO i went over N ask her wen she's siting alone in a corner restin. sumtin struck mi..wen she lift up her head, she was in tears. opPz :x but i stiLL make a donation N pose my question. but @ least she smile back. den i headed straight 2 nearest BK N got her a pile of servettes N pass it 2 her. heez, was so proud of myself 4 doin sumtin lydat. haiz, but poor her, she even lost her voice le after aLL those numeous approach 2 passerby. guess she's tearing becoz of r/s problem ba coz a guy actually tok 2 her b4 tt..aniway, pls dun ignore dis ppl in e future. @ least donate sum coins which u had on u. god bless.

2004-04-29T18:56:00.000+08:00

LoVe TeSt

1. You are attracted to those who are elegant and well-mannered.

2. In the process of courtship, the approach that would make you
feel irresistable is patience, never give up on you.

3. The impression you would like to give to your lover is loyal,
faithful, never change.

4. What you hate most in your partner is that the person is
ruthless, cold-blooded, and/or ironic.

5. The kind of relationship you would like to build with your
partner is one that you care not only about the present but
also the future with your partner, a long-lasting relationship
that you can grow with.

6. You care about the society and morality, you won't do anything
wrong after marriage.

7. You think of marriage as a precious thing. Once you get married,
you'll treasure it and your partner very much.

8. At this moment, you think of love as a committment for both parties.

2004-04-29T18:02:00.001+08:00

arrggghh..woke up late 2dae again. was on e bed 4 11hrs. i cant go on like dis animore. ytd nitez while i was watchin william hung mtv..caLLs came in from yao N meiling. y cant they arrange e timing? wen its off-peak, my hp would b like a dead rat. wen im occupied, it wiLL transform into a hedgehog.
after answering their calls. hastily got myself dress up coz both of them r ready 2 pick mi up. off i go~~i mit up wif meiling N hubby 1st. they waited 4 mi downstair 4 sumtime..heez, paiseh. we went 2 one of e coffee shop in je. there they are, eating their pratas..but i was not left alone. heez. her hubby kept mi entertained wif his true life story in combat engin. wow~~ not bad sia. such a coincidence, yao was actually @ e next door coffee shop wif my other frenz. we went on siting ard there tiLL 11 plus, yao came over N join us. his presense make e conversation more lively N debating. as he's an NSF personnal too. shortly after tt, we parted..yao N mi headed 2 e ktv pub he mentioned. a pub located @ dunno where called e tok cock sing song. wat a name rite?? heez.. he's a regular patron there.. one of e waitress came over as soon as we stepped in. her name? mavis. heez. got ourselves a jug of drink. NO BEER PLS!!! i hate beer. sang a couple of duets wif bubbly jane (another waitress der) her voice roxXx sia!! thumbs up~~!! time flies, we waited mavis 2 finished up her stuff N we went 4 our supper..yeah!! chesse egg prata @ tanjong pager. was tryin 2 learn tt special accent mavis had alto she's a singaporean. heez. her way of speakin chinese was..hmm..weird i can say. i wasnt feeling tired after supper, so i suggested gng esplanade. wooHoo, i love tt place. nice N quiet @ tt time. chit chatting between us. was chattin wif mavis quite alot. was testing out on her. e truth is, she's my bro target. heez.. not a bad girl i muz say.. sum1 who had a hectic pasts but got tired of it nw.. hmm..go 4 her bro. good luck!!! sent her home abt 4plus. N we headed home N end our nitez. rich home abt 5plus. tt why i wake up so late. hmm, kinda hungry nw. gotta go hav my 3-in-1 dinner le..
Angie: dun reaLLi noe if u wiLL see dis. sorry abt wat i hav done. hope i din hurt u as much i expected. im reaLLi not good enuff 4 ya. sumtink r meant 2 b left unsaid. im reaLLi sorry.
Angeline aka xlp: GIRL, u roxXx sia. thanks 4 ur mee. if ya wonderin wat happen. i was actually askin her out 4 dinner, end up she wanna pass mi her packs of instant mee. eventually she cook e packs of mee 4 mi. N i juz hav 2 go over N pick it up. was reaLLi damn paiseh abt tt. heez. ur mee was yum~ yum~ dun worry. N thanks ur mom 4 e egg. ten cute ten cute..

2004-04-28T16:51:00.000+08:00

ohh man, i cant kip sleepin 4 12 hours a day le..its kinda wasting time. i juz dunno y i can actually sleep so much. mayb 2 other, ya green wif envy..i muz quit dis bad habit. e more u sleep, e more lazi u r..arrrgghhh..!!! heard a chinese song over e radio last nitez, but juz cant get e title. tt realli a nice song. by a male singer but juz cant figure out who he is. leaving mi so clueless..after slackin awhile in front of e tvee. decided 2 log on N blog. haven decide wat 2 do lata..heez..dun feel like gng out oso. hmm, but i nid 2 do sumtin contrustive man. wat e hell is gng on in frenster??? if u cant support e huge volume of users den control e traffic flow. makin existing users so miserable..!!!

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